Midnight Thoughts

I've always wanted someone to tell the truth to.
I've always wanted to spill my heart, soul, and mind out into the open for the world to see.
An entangled mess of everything I've ever hidden.
But still, there are secrets even I do not know and so I am afraid of what I'll find.
This irrational fear of truth and confrontation- I want to squash it like a bug.
I've got my foot off the ground, ready to be guided by gravity and the power of my mind.
But maybe I'll miss.
I've always wanted to unlock these chains,
I've always wanted to be free.
But sometimes I convince myself that the chains were always meant to be.